Humayra'

life is not fully a bed of roses

2012-02-09T06:58:00.000-08:00

roses buat mama..

from

Kamilia

Ayman

Shahmie

ujian nikmat

2012-02-08T01:11:00.000-08:00

Dari fb seorang rakan katanya:

"....Sesungguhnya ujian atas nikmat kejayaan lebih 'berbisa' dari derita kegagalan..."

Kerana nikmat kejayaan mudah menjadikan jiwa meninggi diri dan sukar menerima nasihat dari insani, dan lebih berbahaya apabila merasakan dirinya sentiasa benar dan hebat di dunia ini. Adakalanya juga merasakan doa tidak diperlukan sangat kerana telah 'terpesona' dengan kehebatan dirinya sendiri.
Dan kekadang derita kegagalan pula mampu melunakkan hati hingga membuat jiwa merendah diri.. Namun jika dalamnya derita yang dihadapi, boleh mengundang diri berputus asa dan bersangka buruk terhadap Ilahi...

Maka, berhati-hatilah dengan kedua-dua ujian ini, kerana ia boleh merebahkan diri dalam kebinasaan hati..

Hikmah dari kegagalan

2012-02-07T05:12:00.000-08:00

Hasil karya sahabatku.. Rosnani Ahmad
thanks so much my dear and i really appreciate it

Sebahagian perjalanan yang direntasi
telah merakam
detik-detik kegagalan
menitiskan air mata
dari kesedihan dan kehampaan.

Selepas tersungkur dengan ketentuan
langkah makin mara ke hadapan
mencari diri dalam kekabutan
untuk kembali berpencak
di gelanggang kehidupan.

Mentari menumpahkan cahaya
gelora di tasik semakin tenang
tidak lagi menjulang gelombang
kuntum-kuntum kiambang
kian berputik dan berkembang.

Kehidupan mesti diteruskan
keberanian perlu dibawa
mendaki ke gunung pendirian
tanpa perlu meyelak semula
lembaran lama yang membeban atma.

07022012

so beautiful..masyaAllah

2012-02-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

my life..

2012-02-06T07:26:00.000-08:00

great captures..

2012-02-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

my beloved kids..love you all so much my love

my beloved raja afnan nuha and raja affaf najjah

my beloved family...forever love

my beloved son and Izzah Ashwaq "Urduniah"

my beloved..ammar ayman akmal, adli al-saufi, adila al-sajida,adib al-shawqi,

aliya al-safiyya, irfanul hakim, ammar muhammad shahmie

forever love

raja afnan nuha

forever love

If the beloved were among us

2012-02-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

يارب نور دربي لعبد المجيد الفوزان بجوده عاليه

2012-02-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

صلوا على خير الانام

2012-02-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

love me for the sake of Allah

2012-02-05T21:03:00.000-08:00

Illahi, terima kasih atas ‘hubungan silaturrahim’ yang Engkau taqdirkan buatku...Ya Allah, kiranya ini adalah jawapan dari istikharahku yang panjang..maka bantu aku dan dia dalam menggapai redha dan cintaMu..Ya Allah, aku bermohon padaMu, agar ‘silaturrahim’ dua insan ini dibatasi syariatMu dan tiada digugat oleh setitik bisikan nafsu..Illahi, kepadaMu segalanya aku kembalikan..kerna terkadang waktu..aku gusar akan rencana kehidupanku dan dia..adakah dia yang terbaik buatku dan permata hatiku nanti..Namun, kusedar ya Rabb bahawa hanya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui segenap ciptaanMu..dari itu ya Rabb, kepadaMu segalanya aku kembalikan..

أذكار الصباح بصوت مشاري العفاسي

2012-02-05T15:54:00.000-08:00

which one will we deny?

2012-02-04T03:02:00.000-08:00

The Prophet (saw) said, "Everything has an adornment, and the adornment of the Qur'an is Surah ar Rahman." Truly which of the favours and blessings of our Lord will we deny? From sight to hearing, from taste to touch, from the sun to the oceans, from our loved ones to the beauty of nature, from sleep to wakefulness... Which one will we deny?

seindah dan sedamai..

2012-02-02T20:27:00.000-08:00

Ya Tuhanku..ampunlahi aku

Ya Tuhanku..sayangilah aku

Ya Tuhanku..tutupilah keaiban diriku

Ya Tuhanku..angkatlah darjat diriku

Ya Tuhanku..kurniakanlah aku rezeki

ya Tuhanku..anugerhakanlah aku petunjuk

Ya Tuhanku..sihatkanlah akal dan jasadku

Ya Tuhanku..ampunilah diriku

Perantau

2012-02-02T16:20:00.000-08:00

...tika ini

2012-01-31T17:07:00.000-08:00

...saat ini

...tika ini

aku memandang

aku menunduk

aku merenung

panjang aku berfikir

apakah yang akan berlaku seterusnya

kehidupan perjalananku

perancangan

dan

perlakasanaan

yang telah diaturkan untukku

yang telah dilaksanakan

dan yang akan

diuruskan seterusnya

juga

akan kesudahan

kisah travelodge ku

..tika ini

..saat ini

kusedar

ujian keimanan

akan

menguji darjatku di sisiNya

Illahi

kutafakkur padaMu

kusujud padaMu

kupohon padaMu
kurniakanku

kesabaran

dan

keimanan

serta

ketaqwaan

berikan

yang terbaik

buatku dan juga permata hatiku

di dunia dan akhirat ku nanti

عليه افضل الصلاة والسلام يا حبيبي يارسول الله

2012-01-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

عن أنس بن مالك قال : " لمَّا كان اليوم الذي قَدِم فيه رسول الله

المدينة، أضاء منها كل شيء، فلمَّا كان اليوم الذي مات فيه أظلم منها كل شيء. اللهم صلى وسلم وبارك على سيدنا محمد اشرف الخلق

اجمعين .. تذكروا اخوة الاسلام اننا فى شهر ربيع الاول شهر مولد

المصطفى عليه الصلاة والسلام

Ya Rasululullah..love me please

2012-01-26T16:14:00.000-08:00

indahnya mimpi itu..

tika aku diuji dengan cinta manusia

Engkau hadiahkan padaku sebuah

pertemuan

hanya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui

walau sekadar pertemuan di alam 'ruh'

namun..

ia adalah anugerah dariMu Illahi

buat hambaMu yang kerdil ini sebagai

permata dan ibrah buat diri

.. di malam Ramadhan Kareem yang lalu

sedang aku berdiri di depan Baitullah

merenung dan memerhatinya dengan penuh khusyuk

tiba-tiba..

aku melihat pintu Kaabah terbuka luas di depanku

sinar cahaya lembut menyapa wajahku

di sisinya seorang insan berpakaian ihram sedang memerhatiku

..kelihatan teramat cantik warna kulit jasadnya

dia memandangku..

seraya menghadiahkanku sebuah senyuman
Maha Suci Allah
betapa

senyuman itu amat indah

kurasakan

sungguh

ia menjadi penawar buatku hingga kini
pertemuan itu
walau sekejap cuma

betapa ..
Ia adalah anugerah Allah yang terlalu indah buatku

Allahu Rabbi
sungguh

hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui

syukurku padaMu Tuhan..

Alhamdulillah

The beloved said..

2012-01-25T22:15:00.000-08:00

قال الحبيب: "آتي باب الجنة يوم القيامة فأستفتح ، فيقول الخازن: من؟ فأقول: محمد ، فيقول: بك أُمرت لا أفتح لأحد قبلك" (مسلم) ...
The beloved said: “I will come to the door of paradise on the Day of Judgement and seek to enter it, and the doorkeeper will ask: ‘Who is it?’. I will say: ‘Muhammad’; and he will respond: ‘ I was ordered to open to none before you’.” (Narrated by Muslim).

Oh Allah

Include us with him, Ameen Ya Rab

do not give up

2012-01-24T21:11:00.000-08:00

Ampunan dan Rahmah Allah teramat besar buatku

maka apakah harus aku berputus asa sedangkan Dia berfirman yang bermaksud..
Katakanlah (Wahai Muhammad): “Wahai hamba-hambaku yang telah melampaui batas terhadap diri sendiri (dengan perbuatan-perbuatan maksiat), janganlah berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan segala dosa; sesungguhnya dialah jua yang Maha Pengampun; lagi Maha Mengasihani”.

Al-Zumar:39

Imam As-Syahid Hasan Al- Banna

2012-01-24T16:03:00.000-08:00

"Andai Islam seperti sebuah bangunan usang yang hampir roboh,
maka akanku berjalan keseluruh dunia mencari jiwa-jiwa muda.
aku tidak ingin mengutip dengan ramai bilangan mereka,
tapi aku iginkan hati-hati yang ikhlas untuk membantuku
dan
bersama membina kembali bangunan usang itu
menjadi sebuah bangunan yang tersergam indah."

If Facebook And Twitter Were Real Life

2012-01-17T15:10:00.000-08:00

finally let go..

2012-01-16T04:22:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it’s better to alone…no one can hurt you that way. Sometimes they said there were reasons we met, reason for the good times and reasons for the bad times and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.

Indeed…those days walking my way on an endless street, confused and blinded by the light. On me are spots and a million cars a nightmare in only black and white, Have I been there before? I am running in circle, is it real or is it just a dream? I just want to wake up soon or will this nightmare ever end? A lot of times when I go through a very traumatic situation and it’s emotionally difficult to deal with I come back spiritually stronger. It changes me in a way.

I cried today..not because I miss you..or even wanted you..but because I realized I’m gonna be all right without you..I’ll be strong..I’ll be wrong but life goes on..I made a choice to finally let go, because I can’t stand the pain, it’s time for my last tear to fall and smile again. Not everything’s gonna be picture perfect.. I know things sometimes take time and have rough times to get through..I believe before I can get there but if I give up on things I want, everything I’ve gone through ends up being completely worthless.. if one day you realize that I haven’t talked to you in a while it’s not because I don’t care anymore it’s because you pushed me away and just left me there..

bicara Imam Hasan al-Basri

2012-01-10T15:41:00.000-08:00

something beautiful and meaningful
sharing is caring
..caring is loving
to my beloved kids...

Sudilah anak-anak mama mendengar nasihat tokoh Islam yang agung al-Imam Hasan al-Basri r.a. kepada Gabenor Iraq dan Khurasan iaitu ‘Umar bin Hubairah. Ketika itu zaman pemerintahan Khalifah Yazid bin Abdul Malik.

Kata ‘Umar bin Hubairah: “Sesungguhnya khalifah Yazid bin Abdul Malik kadang-kala menyuruhku melaksanakan perkara yang aku rasa tidak puas hati dari segi keadilan. Apakah jika aku melaksanakannya menjadi sutu kesalahan di sisi agama?

Kata Hasan al-Basri: “Wahai Umar bin Hubairah! Takutlah Allah mengenai Yazid, jangan engkau takutkan Yazid mengenai Allah. Ketahuilah sesungguhnya Allah azza wajalla dapat menghalang Yazid daripada bertindak ke atasmu, tetapi Yazid tidak dapat menghalang Allah daripada bertindak ke atasmu.

Wahai ‘Umar bin Hubairah! Sesungguhnya akan turun kepadamu malaikat yang bengis dan keras, dia tidak akan menderhakai apa yang Allah perintahkannya. Dia akan mengambil engkau dari tempat dudukmu ini, dan memindahkan engkau dari istanamu yang luas, ke kubur yang sempit.

Tanggungjawab kepada Allah

Di sana tiada Yazid, hanya yang ada amalanmu yang menyanggahi Tuhan Yazid. Wahai ‘Umar bin Hubairah! Sekiranya engkau bersama Allah dan ketaatan kepadaNya, ia boleh menghalangmu dari kejahatan Yazid di dunia dan akhirat.

Jika engkau bersama Yazid dengan menderhakai Allah, sesungguhnya Allah akan menyerahkanmu kepada Yazid. Ketahuilah wahai ‘Umar bin bin Hubairah! Tidak ada ketaatan kepada makhluk dalam menderhakai Pencipta”. Maka menangislah Gabenor ‘Umar bin Hubairah”.
(rujukan: Mir at al-Jinan wa ‘Ibrah al-Yaqzan)

Tawakkal Adalah Keajaiban Hidup

2012-01-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

I am in love with the Quran

2012-01-09T16:35:00.000-08:00

my daughter

2012-01-07T15:50:00.000-08:00

Beautiful words for those with a daughter...
I'll always need my daughter, no matter what age I am.
My daughter has made me laugh, made me proud,
made me cry, seen me cry, hugged me tight, seen me fail,
cheered me up, kept me on my toes and has driven me crazy at times.....
BUT my daughter is a promise from ALLAH that I will have a friend forever!

I love you with all my heart!

I surely do

How the Bible Led Me to Islam

2012-01-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

ما هي اعظم نِعمة؟

2012-01-05T16:25:00.000-08:00

....janganlah engkau beribadat kerana untuk menyelesaikannya tetapi lakukanlah ia untuk mendekatkan dirimu dengan Allah..

amat menyentuh hatiku...

Flying Without Wings

2012-01-05T05:51:00.000-08:00

This Time - هذا الزمان

2012-01-04T17:18:00.000-08:00

with much love..mama

2012-01-04T05:32:00.000-08:00

di pinggiran rindu...

2011-12-31T18:42:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah...
selaut syukur padaMu Illahi atas kurniaanMu..
aku tahu sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar
setiap bicaraku..
setiap madah rinduku..
dan..
semalam..
sebelum berakhirnya lembaran lama..
Engkau hadiahkan aku dengan kunjungan'tetamu' yang amat kurindu..
di waktu itu..hanya berbicara dan mendengar suara kasihnya di hujung talian
namun..
semalam..
sebelum berakhirnya lembaran lama..
..terima kasih Illahi atas kesempatan itu..
....terima kasih 'emak T' kerana sudi menziarahi ku..
..terima kasih 'emak T' kerana masih menyayangiku ..
doaku moga ukhuwah dan kasihku padamu tiada akhir
doaku moga kasih dan rindumu jua tiada penghujung
buatku dan permata hatiku..
sesungguhnya
kasihku padamu..
jua kasihku pada bonda dan ayahandaku ..
terlalu agung!

2012..have the best ever insyaAllah

2011-12-31T12:48:00.000-08:00

..how to comfort myself....

Imagine all the mercy God has given you in your life.

All the times He has saved you from yourself.

All the times we insist on degrading ourselves, yet He honors

us instead.

We insist on poisoning our hearts, but He takes away the

poison and replaces it with medicine.

Now imagine this. All of that mercy He has shown you, and all

of the mercy spread throught the whole world for all time, is

only 1 part of 100.

And the rest is saved for the Day of Judgement. Intense.

Allahu Akbar

اجمل دعاء في العالم

2011-12-30T21:49:00.000-08:00

اجمل دعاء في العالم

2011-12-30T21:41:00.000-08:00

| "Verily, you are an angel" | إنتِ ملاك

2011-12-30T21:34:00.000-08:00

Detik Terakhir Wardina Safiyyah @ Malaysia Hari Ini 2011

2011-12-30T21:26:00.000-08:00

R. Black - It's Jumuah "Friday" (Raef Cover)

2011-12-29T21:21:00.000-08:00

message to my love..

2011-12-29T16:52:00.000-08:00

very beautiful message to my dearest kids..mama have read this morning this lovely message from Yasmin and i find it such an ispiration to you..

"We must study the stars, the trees, the snow-capped mountains in order to read the message behind them. Because if we do not, we are like the one who finds a message inside a beautifully decorated bottle, yet becomes so enamored by the bottle, that he never even opens the message.

But what is that message, stuck inside the intensity of stars? There is a sign— but a sign of what? These signs are... a pointer to Him, to His greatness, His majesty, His beauty. A pointer to His might and His power. Study, reflect, absorb the beauty and majesty of what’s created—but don’t stop there. Don’t lose yourself in beauty. Look beyond it and consider that if the creation is that majestic, that great, that beautiful, how majestic and great and beautiful must be the Creator."

“Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are signs for those of understanding.”

“(Those) who remember Allah while standing or sitting or [lying] on their sides and give thought to the creation of the heavens and the earth, [saying], “Our Lord, You have not created all of this without a purpose. Exalted is You [above such a thing]; then protect us from the punishment of the Fire.” (3:190-191)

thanks so much

2011-12-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

no card to give..no sweet flowers to send ..no graphic design to forward just a loving heart saying

"may Allah swt bless you and kids"..

thanks so much my dearest friend for sending this lovely blossoms flowers to me..so beautiful...

thinking..

2011-12-26T06:39:00.000-08:00

Today I was thinking about all the mistakes I have made in

my life,

then I saw this:

"I make my hope in you, my Lord, a stairway.

My sins intimidate me with their greatness.

But, when I compare them with your mercy, your mercy is

greater!" by Imam al-Shaf'i

KITA BANYAK FIKIR DUNIA- DATO DR HARUN DIN

2011-12-24T05:48:00.000-08:00

menghitung diri..

2011-12-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

mengapa perlu menyalahkan mereka
mengapa perlu menyisihkan mereka
mengapa perlu mengherdik mereka
mengapa perlu melukakan mereka
...hanya kerana mereka belum dewasa..

.......lantas tiada ruang untuk melihat diri kita??
kesilapan dan kekhilafan diri kita??

.....sabda baginda 'generasimu dibentuk oleh warismu....

berilah ruang buat mereka
hulurkan kasih sayang kita buat mereka
ikhlaskan setulus hati kita buat mereka
selamilah hati dan jiwa mereka
kerana di akhirnya nanti ..padaNya jua pelindung mereka

rinduku indah..

2011-12-18T20:18:00.000-08:00

KERINDUANKU
Karya: Rosnani Ahmad

Aku sering merindui
desaku yang damaimenatap deru sungai
tempat aku bersantai
mandi bersama rakan
berkelah nasi cabai
dan ulam petai.

Aku sering merindui
zaman manis dahulu
bermain lumpur
bermandi hujan
membina benteng tanah
membentuk kolam ikan
mengepung anak haruan.

Aku sering merindui
kemesraan rakan
tiada batasan
ramah mesra saudara –mara
manis wajah jiran tetangga
bertegur sapa.

Segala yang dirindui
tak mungkin kembali
mereka yang disayangi
telah lama pergi
rumah pusaka diselimuti sepi
masa lalu dan masa kini
terpisah oleh keakuan diri.

Tanggal:19.12.2011
—

Oley!!

2011-12-16T01:40:00.000-08:00

24 Jam Dosa di Facebook

2011-12-15T15:58:00.000-08:00

moments in cambodia..

2011-12-14T16:26:00.000-08:00

Broken Angel

2011-12-12T19:32:00.000-08:00

lovely song indeed

Great birthday to my little one 121211

2011-12-12T19:23:00.000-08:00

he asked me..mama have you forgotten my birthday?i said why should I my dear??

I cant believe that my little one is ten today..

what a lovely to celebrate my wonderful boy

I love you more then you will ever know, my little baby ,

more then you will ever ever know.

Happy happy birthday my love!!!!
may Allah bless you all

Mad World - Gary Jules

2011-12-12T17:02:00.000-08:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head
I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me, what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world, enlarging your world
Mad world

a moment in cambodia

2011-12-11T17:53:00.000-08:00

monument di belakang dipenuhi dgn skull mangsa kekejaman Polpot..very cruel

my letter..

2011-12-08T18:36:00.000-08:00

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan, kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan, ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan, setelah kabus berlalu, .......PASTI CERAH KEMBALI!

Dear..

It is hard to say the things I want to say sometimes ..and i was staring on my laptop and wondering what would I express how i feel all this while ..and finally i will find that this letter is a patch of what i feel on those moments..

It is really painful to let it goes...Well, that only applies to things I am really passionate about and have loved and cared for a long time. I sure won't have problem saying goodbye to anything that caused inconvenience to me, would I? I'm about to embark on a departure from something very dear to my heart. It hurts me like mad when I made the decision but it's for the greater good. I don't know what lies ahead, but the moment the decision was done, I felt great but sad too…

Sometimes, it comes a point in our lives when we have to think what we are doing and where we are heading. When happiness fades, we need to look for new beginnings. When love dies, we need to step away and carve out the dead feelings…

I know it is difficult to let this loves depart from my deepest heart... We have been through so much together that it hurts just recalling a tiny fraction of the time we spent as a couple. We have had our fair share of love and happiness. Let that be the memories that will stay with us as we go our separate ways. Continuing on will only leave us with more bitter recollections that will overwhelm the happier shades that we once shared. That's simply because true happy moments will never be possible from now on when the magical feeling has long gone. Perhaps you will find that I'm trying to justify my decision to move on. Maybe I'm and for that I'm truly sorry.

But I strongly believe that I deserve someone appreciate who I am. Someone who can love and cherish me the way a lover should rather than depending on crumbs from a dying feeling which is better left buried. If I can't feel it in my heart, neither can I give you what you rightly deserve. That being the case, let us go and seek our own rainbows, which I'm sure will appear when the time is right.

To be candid for myself ..I really hope your happy with your life ..I hope you see what you have done..I hope you see that this is all wrong.. should you realize that you and I are not perfect..indeed nobody is perfect but I know every one of us want to be perfect so let us learn from our weakness instead of being hurting of each other feeling..you will never see that my smile was rehearsed..I hope I get to tell you this: 'I wish I never knew you because of you....I wish I didnt exist..

Ben Bradshaw

2011-12-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

Belacan & Paku

2011-12-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

friendship never ends

2011-12-07T17:41:00.000-08:00

Dr Reda Bedeir

2011-12-07T16:19:00.000-08:00

sering lupa..

2011-12-07T04:26:00.001-08:00

Kematian adalah kepastian yang tidak boleh diubah..

Di tangan manusia ikhtiar untuk menentukan bentuknya.

Bakti dan jasa adalah sedekah jariah selain infaq harta dan doa anak soleh.

Hari-hari yang berlalu menghampirkan diriku kepada kematian, moga Allah kurniakan semangat untuk terus menabur jasa dan bakti...moga ada ihsan dariNya buat diriku yang sering lupa..

doaku

2011-12-06T21:22:00.000-08:00

اللَهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ نَـفْسـاً بِكَ مُطْمَئِنَّـةً ، تُؤْمِنُ بِلِقَائِكَ، وَتَرْضَى بِقَضَـائِكَ ، وَ تَقْنَعُ بِعَطَائِكَ*

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon kepada-Mu jiwa yang tenang, beriman bertemu dengan-Mu, ridha terhadap segala ketentuan-Mu dan menerima sepenuhnya pemberian-Mu.

SEPI

2011-12-05T15:41:00.000-08:00

terima kasih sahabat atas kiriman istimewa darimu buatku

terima kasih juga kerana mengingati diriku

tiap bingkisan karyamu sering manjadi temanku

pada Illahi kupanjatkan kesyukuran atas persahabatan kita...

Dunia kembali sepi
bila tiada lagi
terlukis gambaran rindu
bait-bait syahdu
dari jeritan kalbu.

Jiwa kembali kosong
tasik hati berkocak
digoncang badai kehidupan
terpamer gelora di wajah
kusam dan muram.

Warna alam kian kelam
cahaya rambulan dilindung awan
hari muka berdepan kegelapan
dedaun harapan jatuh berguguran
diri dibuai mimpi tak kesudahan

by Rosnani Ahmad

Teresa Teng - The Moon Represents My Heart

2011-12-05T02:21:00.000-08:00

i love you.. mom

2011-12-03T15:27:00.000-08:00

His perfect ways..

2011-12-02T19:42:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when you pray for something

ALLAH answers in a way that is beyond your understanding

you have no idea why you are going through this

but it turns out to be exactly what you asked for

only it makes you stronger and wiser...

It is in His perfect timing and His perfect way always

may Allah swt bless us

always in my heart..

2011-12-01T16:10:00.000-08:00

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
... My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
“your mother, your mother, your mother”
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

temporal happiness..

2011-12-01T15:23:00.000-08:00

Hidupkanlah dunia yang sementara ini untuk menjana manfaat di akhirat yang kekal selama-lamanya...

"Dan peliharalah dirimu dari (adzab yang terjadi pada) hari yang pada waktu itu kamu semua dikembalikan kepada Allah. Kemudian masing-masing diri diberi balasan yang sempurna terhadap apa yang telah dikerjakannya, sedang mereka sedikit pun tidak dianiaya (dirugikan)."[Al-Baqarah ayat 281]

Merah cinta kita

2011-12-01T15:16:00.000-08:00

Karya: Rosnani Ahmad

Merah cintamu
tiba-tiba menjadi ungu
... direnggut deru
desau ombak Tanjung Rhu

Merah cintaku
kini terdampar lesu
meniti waktu
di kepulauan rindu.

Tanggal: 01.12.2011

prayer on Islamic new year..1433H

2011-11-29T15:12:00.000-08:00

notes from Syeikh Mutawalli..

تحية اجلال وتقدير للشعب المصرى العظيم الذى اثبت للعالم تحضره واستحقاقه

للديموقراطية وانه مؤهل لها وليس كما ادعى البعض ونحمد الله عز وجل على نعمة

الحرية وندعوه سبحانه كما اتم نعمته علينا ان يتمها على المسلمين فى كل مكان وفى

سوريا واليمن وسائر بلاد لاسلام

thank you

2011-11-27T19:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Most Merciful Allah swt,

I wanna take a minute not to ask for anything from You,

but simply to say thank You for all I have.

He gives you what you need

2011-11-19T14:15:00.000-08:00

this morning i've got a message from AK:

In Life, GOD Doesn't Give You The People You Want.
Instead, He Gives You The People You Need -
To Teach You, To Hurt You, To Love you,
And To Make You Exactly The Way You're Meant To Be.

May Your Life Be Filled With Love, Peace And Blessing At The Times. (Amen)
Have A Good Day

this day..

2011-11-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

This is a moment in which I feel very sure of who I am, very accepted, very peaceful, happy with the things i have done in my life...
something i felt on those moments..when every day is like wanting to dial a number and no one answers. getting to a place and think..i'm gonna text him..but there's no one to send the message to..the fact that he's not here psychically..that's what's painful..its something i am working on not day by day or hour by hour but minute by minute ..i am trying to be stronger about this every day..
But ..this day i left everything behind..
me and him and our heart broken..and i lock the door ..you and i have our own journey but strive on our own ways..
pretty sure..our life is change but not memory..never look the past because you not live there anymore..
may Allah swt shower us with his blessing..

111111..beautiful day for my Dad

2011-11-11T01:25:00.000-08:00

a beautiful day for my Dad..

this day is not special day only to me,

but to all my family members and those people

whose lives you have touched with your kindness and generosity..

it's hard for me to say the things i want to say sometimes

but you know Dad

I feel so blessed to have you as my Dad.

May Allah always pour love.. good health and happiness on you..

you're everything for us indeed..

Jum'ah Mubarakah and Happy Birthday AYAH..

I Love You

As humans we seem to search for significance in things.

Today is 11.11.11, and yes, it's very even,

and yes, such a date will never come round in our lifetime again,

but honestly: no day comes round in our lifetime again, each day is special.

And the very special thing about today is that it's Friday! Let's go and earn the day's blessing and not worry about numerology.

Listen With Your Heart

2011-11-10T03:48:00.000-08:00

no worries..

2011-11-10T03:11:00.000-08:00

really touched

2011-11-06T16:12:00.000-08:00

my dearest son..birthday

2011-11-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

To my dearest Ammar Shahmie on 061111..wish you a wonderful birthday and happy Eid Mubarak my love..I am so great to see you entering the next stage of your life ..and I pray that you will before making any decision big or small make a prayer to ask Allah for His guidance, help and blessings. I am here to love you and support you in your journey. I am told that a mother’s love has no comparison on earth, but that it comprises only one percent of the Love that Allah has for us. May you always feel the gentle cloak of His Love and Rahma on your shoulders along with mine.

Love and prayers for you always!

الحج والعمرة خطوة خطوة تعليم مناسك الحج والعمرة

2011-11-05T02:26:00.000-07:00

Eid Mubarak

2011-11-05T02:24:00.000-07:00

i've missed the moments i was there

had perform hajj two years back

i am missing praying in the most sacred mosque

labbaikallahumma labbaik

i am missing so much

so blessed and wonderful

Eid al -Mubarak to everyone

may Allah accept our du'a and our good deeds

and our sins been forgiven

ya ikhwati...

2011-11-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

Di sana ku nampak saudara perempuanku,
× بحجابها يا إخوتي
dengan hijabnya, wahai saudara-saudaraku.
وأرى هناك أخيتي
Di sana ku nampak saudara perempuanku,
بحجابها يا إخوتي
dengan hijabnya, wahai saudara-saudaraku.
قولي لهم يا درتي: أبغي رضا الرحمن
Katakanlah kepada mereka wahai permataku: “Ku hanya mencari keredhaan Tuhan Yang Maha Merahmati.
إن الحجاب بشرعنا عتق من النيران
Sesungguhnya hijab yang menepati syariat kita adalah pembebas daripada api Neraka.”
يا أختنا! أنت العفيفة المصونة بالحجاب
Wahai saudariku! Engkaulah perempuan yang benar-benar menjaga kehormatan dan terpelihara dengan memakai hijab.
يا أختنا! فيك النزاهة والعفافة والثواب
Wahai saudariku! Pada dirimu (dengan memakai hijab) terdapat kesucian, penjagaan kehormatan dan pahala yang besar.
يا أختنا! هم ساخطون بغيهم مثل الكلاب
Wahai saudariku! (Lantaran kau memakai hijab), mereka marah kepadamu seperti anjing dengan sebab kesesatan mereka.
فالنار مثوى الظالمين لهم عقاب
Oleh itu, Neraka yang merupakan tempat tinggal orang-orang yang zalim akan menjadi balasan buruk mereka.
والله يكشف ظلمهم يوم الحساب
Allah pula akan membongkar kezaliman mereka pada Hari Perhitungan.
والجنة المأوى ويا حسن المآب
Syurga ialah tempat tinggal yang hakiki. Oh, alangkah indahnya tempat kembali itu.
يا أختنا! صبرا تذوب بسحره كل الصعاب
Wahai saudari! Sabarlah dengan sebenar-benar kesabaran yang dengan sihirnya semua kesusahan dan rintangan akan mencair.
يا أختنا! هذا نباح لا يؤثر في السحاب
Wahai saudari! (Tentangan mereka) ini hanyalah seumpama salakan anjing yang tidak akan meninggalkan apa-apa kesan pada awan.
يا أختنا! هذا عواء الحاقدين من الذئاب
Wahai saudari! (Tentangan mereka) ini hanyalah seumpama salakan serigala-serigala yang berdendam.
يا نفس كفي عن العصيان واكتسبي
Wahai diriku! Berhentilah daripada melakukan maksiat, dan lakukanlah bersungguh-sungguh,
فعلا جميلا لعل الله يرحمني
perbuatan yang baik, semoga Allah merahmatiku.

my diary..let it go

2011-10-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

Manusia akan MENGHARGAI sesuatu apabila dia telah KEHILANGAN sesuatu..

bagi diriku, biarkan cinta itu pergi..

CINTA SEJATI pasti akan kembali..

kerana Allah telah menjanjikan jodoh hati bagi setiap hambaNya..

Dua of Dr. Amr Khaled..
I am the child whom you raised, so all praise be to you… I am the weak whom you strengthened, so all praise be to you… I am the poor whom you made wealthy, so all praise be to you… I am the ignorant whom you taught, so all praise be to you… I am the sick whom you healed, so all praise be to you… I am the sinner whom you did not expose, so all praise be to you… I'm the oblivious whom you alerted, so all praise be to you… And all praise be to you, our Lord, for reminding and allowing us to thank you…"

my diary..dont let the fear

2011-10-28T01:52:00.000-07:00

‎"Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it.

The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

~Earl Nightingale

That's The Way It Is

2011-10-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

love her..

2011-10-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

"Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea.... She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.
Love her…when she "pushes" you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).
Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not "make" them on her own....
Love her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you
Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.
Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.
Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.
Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.
Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.
Love her…when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.
Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.
Love her…when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it's what you've always wanted.
Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change. Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay
Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)
Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass
Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new anyway
Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.
Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both
Love her…she is yours. You don't need any other special reason!!!!
All this forms part of a Woman's Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.
The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) advised concerning the woman:

• Treat the women well.
• The best of you are those who are the best in the treatment of their wives."

By: Stunning Hijabs

my diary..be firm

2011-10-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

…sometimes, when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore, but rather because you realize they don’t.

…something very simple, but yet so profound: Whosoever does good must know that it is from Allah (Azza-wa-jall) and it is only He who allowed him to do so; and whosoever is protected from evil, must know that it is Allah who protected him and there is no one else who can do so.

…at all times, be firm in your heart. Ibn Ata’illah stated:
“Relieve yourself of worry after you have planned; do not concern yourself with what Allah has undertaken on your behalf.”

hirisan kata..

2011-10-24T16:48:00.000-07:00

my dearest friend passed on this poem to me..really touched ..

Tajamnya kata-kata

ibarat sebilah pisau
menghiris luka
tersayat pedih
menitik air mata
ke
p
i
p
i
jatuh jadi kerikil
di
h
a
t
i

I need Your help..

2011-10-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

will never say..

2011-10-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

sometimes
the person who tries to keep everyone happy
is always the most lonely person
so, never leave them alone
because they will never say that they need you

kematian itu pasti..

2011-10-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Dan sesungguhnya pada hari kiamat sajalah disempurnakan pahalamu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam surga, maka sungguh ia telah beruntung. Kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdayakan."[Ali Imran ayat 185]

2011-10-18T16:45:00.000-07:00

indeed...

sitting alone on the white floor..

facing You..my Lord..

my tears running felt never stop..

asking forgiveness and all mistakes against me..

with a sincere heart inside me..

My Most Merciful..

Leburkanlah dosa-dosaku dgn titisan air mata taubatku

Hembuskan segala kesilapan mereka terhadapku dgn keikhlasan angin kemaafan..

Siramilah benih2 semangat dalam jiwaku dengan air kesungguhan & bergantung harap hanya kpdMu..

Sapulah air mata kesedihan & kekecewaanku dgn hamparan keredhaan & pasrah kpdMu..

Sematkanlah kedalam hatiku dgn mutiara keyakinan hanya kpdMu

Serahkanlah diriku sepenuhnya kpd Pemilik jiwaku yg sebenar iaitu Engkau Ya Allah~

free to choose..

2011-10-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

We are all free to choose,
but we are not free from the consequences of our choices.

I'll be there for you

2011-10-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

my diary..i'm a lady

2011-10-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sue Katona said:
Yes, I'm a female. I push doors that clearly say PULL. I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing. I walk into a room and forget why I was there. I count on my fingers. I hide the pain from my loved ones. I say it is a long story, when it really is not, just to get out of having to tell it. I cry a lot more than you think I do. I care about people who don't care about me. I am strong because I have to be, not because I want to be. I listen to you, even when you don't listen to me. And a hug will always help. Yes, I'm a girl!!!!

indeed...
i'm proud of my heart
it's been played
stabbed
cheated
burned and broken
but somehow
still works

never be ashamed of the scars that life has left you with
a scar means the hurt is over
...the wounded is closed
..and you survived
..scars remind us where we been
doesnt have to dictate where we are going

Where Do We begin?

2011-10-12T05:07:00.000-07:00

He knows..

2011-10-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

Pesanan Ustaz Zahazan..."Jika engkau mampu utk tidak dikenali maka laksanakanlah Kerana tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau tidak dikenali Tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau tidak disanjung dn tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau menjdi orang yg tercela disisi manusia asalkn engkau mampu menjdi orang yg terpuji disisi Allah"

my diary..forgive me my Lord

2011-10-07T16:06:00.000-07:00

My diary..I'm So Sorry

2011-10-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

If my time would end today would I be ready to go?
And leave all the things I've worked so hard for
And all my friends and everyone I've known?
Never did I ever stop for a moment to think
Of what's staring at me
I've been breaking all the mirrors of reality
I'm so sorry, if only I had just one last chance
I'm so sorry, but now it's too late to change the past,

Oh..I lived my life in the fast lane, I only lived for today
And never, never really thought about anyone else
It was all about me, myself and I
Never did I ever stop for a moment to think
Of what's staring at me
I've been breaking all the mirrors of reality, oh
And now, now that it's over
I wonder if anyone will remember me
If I had the chance to turn back the hands of time
There are so many things that I would change
I'd live my life, every single breath... for You
I'm so sorry, so sorry
Please forgive me

diary..if my beloved among us..

2011-09-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

i love this song so much..

so wonderful

so meaningful

touched my heart deeply

make my tears running down

i know he was there

..i never meet him yet

wish him coming over here

with me ..

with us..

my beloved one..

i missing you a lot

missing you so much

my diary..His wisdom

2011-09-29T18:13:00.000-07:00

all alone in quiet and calm darkest night..
my heart goes to you my beloved..kamilia,shahmie and ayman..
~When you meet adversity, Allah teaches you about the value of patience. ..
When you see the good, Allah taught you the meaning of gratitude. ..
Nothing is predestined without task, and there is nothing granted without something comes from it .. ~
~Remember my dearest ..that Allah taught you all the time and everywhere..
as an example and a lesson in every moment of life ..
How beautiful and great such plan of Allah..
step your walk and path through with His wonderful wisdom ...
you not all alone~

Allah is everywhere

2011-09-27T18:26:00.000-07:00

~she stressed her feelings to me..
mama i really couldnt understand why adult always say nothing when they made a mistake and why they never look their self before pointed to the kids..can you adult put yourself in our shoes..feels for us

mama..my teacher said: Allah can see and hear everything you do. But your concern is if the people can.

she asked me..do you know what is mean mama?

~It means that God is hearing and seeing everything, including what is in the deep recesses of our heart and even what we try to hide from ourselves. And yet this does not concern us. We are only concerned about what people hear and see and know. On the other side, of good that we do, Allah sees all of it. But we are still concerned with people also seeing it.

my diary..2

2011-09-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

indahnya kata2 penyair ini Abu Firas al-‘Amiri yang dikenali dengan Majd al-‘Arab:ingin mama kongsikan dengan anak2 mama..moga kalian mengerti..

“Berpisahlah, nescaya kau dapati ganti orang yang kau tinggalkan. Mengembaralah di bumi, nescaya kau temui petunjuk dalam perjalanan itu. Singa jika tidak meninggalkan hutannya, tidak akan garang. Anak panah jika tidak meninggalkan busarnya tidak akan mengena sasaran”. (Fawat al-Fawayat 3/87, Beirut: Dar al-Sadir).

pesan mama buat anak2 mama yang tersayang:
ya, pergi wahai diri, mencari dan meneliti segala rahsia ilahi di alam ini..
luaskan pandanganmu supaya engkau dapat lihat sesuatu dari sudut yang beribu..
kembaralah nescaya engkau akan bertemu dengan sesuatu yang baru.. tentang manusia, dunia dan segala berita..
bawalah ia sebagai obor peringatan buat diri dan teman.. berjalanlah mendapatkan catatan untuk masa hadapan.. mungkin ia akan lebih aman dari diari semalam..
himpunkan segala kenangan yang indah dan gundah..
bawalah sebagai bekalan dalam merempuh suatu perjalanan yang mungkin sunyi dan kembara yang mungkin sepi..
kutiplah segala madu dan penawar untuk luka dan calar..
temuilah apa yang kau idamkan... mungkin ia bekalan baru buat suatu permusafiran yang engkau pun tidak tahu..

Diary ..dream

2011-09-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

...something to share with my beloved shahmie,kamilian and aiman

Once a man saw in his dream, that a lion was chasing him. The man ran to a tree, climbed on to it and sat on a branch. He looked down and saw that the lion was still there waiting for him. The man then looked to his side where the branch he was sitting on was attached to the tree and saw that two rats were circling around and eating the branch. One rat was black and the other one was white. The branch will fall on the ground very soon. The man then looked below again with fear and discovered that a big black snake had come and settled directly under him. The snake opened its mouth right under the man so that he will fall into it. The man then looked up to see if there was anything that he could hold on to. He saw another branch with a honeycomb. Drops of honey were falling from it. The man wanted to taste one of the drops. So, he put his tongue out and tasted one of the falling drops of honey. The honey was amazing in taste. So, he wanted to taste another drop and then another and as a result, he got lost into the sweetness of the honey. He forgot about the two rats eating his branch away, the lion on the ground and the snake that is sitting right under him. Suddenly when the branch broke he remembered all the dangers woke up from his sleep.

Since this was an unique dream, the man went to a pious scholar of Islam to know its meaning. The scholar said "The lion you saw is your death. It always chases you and goes where ever you go. The two rats, one black and one white, are the night and the day. Black one is the night and the white one is the day. They circle around, coming one after another, to eat your time as they take you closer to death. The big black snake with a dark mouth is your grave. It's there, just waiting for you to fall into it. The honeycomb is this world and the sweet drops of honey are the luxuries of this world. We like to taste a little of the luxuries of this world and it's very sweet. Then we want to taste little more and then more. Meanwhile, we get lost into it and we forget about our time, we forget about our death and we forget about our grave."

my diary..

2011-09-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

Saat mengenangmu
air mata bercucuran bagai hujan
engkau ibarat beburung pagi
yang singgah bertenggek
di ranting hati
engkau mengepak pergi
bersama senja menutup hari.

Sedang aku
bagai pengemis buta
tenggelam dalam gelita
mohon dipimpin
dikasih
d
a
n
dicinta...

'terima kasih sahabat..'

Humayra'

life is not fully a bed of roses

ujian nikmat

Dari fb seorang rakan katanya:

Hikmah dari kegagalan

so beautiful..masyaAllah

my life..

great captures..

If the beloved were among us

يارب نور دربي لعبد المجيد الفوزان بجوده عاليه

صلوا على خير الانام

love me for the sake of Allah

أذكار الصباح بصوت مشاري العفاسي

which one will we deny?

seindah dan sedamai..

Perantau

...tika ini

عليه افضل الصلاة والسلام يا حبيبي يارسول الله

Ya Rasululullah..love me please

The beloved said..

do not give up

Ampunan dan Rahmah Allah teramat besar buatku

Al-Zumar:39

Imam As-Syahid Hasan Al- Banna

If Facebook And Twitter Were Real Life

finally let go..

bicara Imam Hasan al-Basri

Tawakkal Adalah Keajaiban Hidup

I am in love with the Quran

my daughter

How the Bible Led Me to Islam

ما هي اعظم نِعمة؟

Flying Without Wings

This Time - هذا الزمان

with much love..mama

di pinggiran rindu...

2012..have the best ever insyaAllah

اجمل دعاء في العالم

اجمل دعاء في العالم

| "Verily, you are an angel" | إنتِ ملاك

Detik Terakhir Wardina Safiyyah @ Malaysia Hari Ini 2011

R. Black - It's Jumuah "Friday" (Raef Cover)

message to my love..

thanks so much

thinking..

KITA BANYAK FIKIR DUNIA- DATO DR HARUN DIN

menghitung diri..

rinduku indah..

Oley!!

24 Jam Dosa di Facebook

moments in cambodia..

Broken Angel

Great birthday to my little one 121211

Mad World - Gary Jules

a moment in cambodia

my letter..

Ben Bradshaw

Belacan & Paku

friendship never ends

Dr Reda Bedeir

sering lupa..

doaku

SEPI

Teresa Teng - The Moon Represents My Heart

i love you.. mom

His perfect ways..

always in my heart..

temporal happiness..

Merah cinta kita

Karya: Rosnani AhmadMerah cintamutiba-tiba menjadi ungu... direnggut deru desau ombak Tanjung Rhu Merah cintaku kini terdampar lesu meniti waktu di kepulauan rindu. Tanggal: 01.12.2011

prayer on Islamic new year..1433H

notes from Syeikh Mutawalli..

تحية اجلال وتقدير للشعب المصرى العظيم الذى اثبت للعالم تحضره واستحقاقه

للديموقراطية وانه مؤهل لها وليس كما ادعى البعض ونحمد الله عز وجل على نعمة

الحرية وندعوه سبحانه كما اتم نعمته علينا ان يتمها على المسلمين فى كل مكان وفى

سوريا واليمن وسائر بلاد لاسلام

thank you

He gives you what you need

this day..

111111..beautiful day for my Dad

Karya: Rosnani Ahmad

Merah cintamu
tiba-tiba menjadi ungu
... direnggut deru
desau ombak Tanjung Rhu

Merah cintaku
kini terdampar lesu
meniti waktu
di kepulauan rindu.

Tanggal: 01.12.2011