inspiring words

 this morning when i came to office i've got a beautiful and inspiring words from someone..

...When one door of happiness closes, 

........another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us

shafakaLLah to my beloved son

to my lovely son...'ammar muhammad shahmie..
i'm sorry ..my tears cant stop while watching you in pain and sadness..
i know you cry on the night..i know when you whisper to me ..
"mama i am afraid sometimes becoz life can be difficult" ..
i know you always said changes are difficult
but remember..
never forget who you are..
maintain your faith and iman in yourself and to Allah swt..
i am here but i cant protect you from the world..
i can only love you no matter what..
my love unconditional and on this you can rely
and one more thing i've to remind ...yourself acceptance is yours and don't fear my dear..
remember my love...
i am here because of love for you forever till the end of my life..
shafakallah..

final PY1242

emmm alahai.....mana perginya rasa tanggungjawab ..adakah kerana tak dibayar maka boleh tinggal cam tu je..seingat aku..pengajar bagi subjek ni ramai..tapi alih2 aku je sorang2 yg kena mengawas..yg lain tak nampak muka pun..memang tak patut..dah la pelajarnya ramai..yg tak faham soalanpun ramai..memang aku pening melayan ..tapi kesian juga..so tak sempat diaorang tanya aku terus bagi je jawapannya..senang gitu..

emmm....Latifah..bersabarlah yea..

intellectual hadith conference

Alhamdulillah..selaut kesyukuran buat Mu kerana dengan izinMu..segala perancangan berjalan dengan success..
special dedicated to all of my team...
i just want to say many thanks and congratulations on doing a superb and outstanding job of organizing our conference "intellectual hadith"..
also thanks to all my students for joining on that event even though hurrying in final exam..
especially to tiqah,ayu,adah,faiz n kinah..i'm very fortunate have all of you with me..
its truly went beyond the call of duty...
hanya ALLAH swt sebaik2 pemberi balasan on all your excellent efforts

Haji Rukun Ke 5 - Hijjaz

bingkisan buat anak2 mama..

pesanan dari mama 

buat anak2 mama yang tercinta..

.....lihatlah ke kiri dan ke kanan

anak2 mama akan menyaksikan betapa ramainya insan yang sedang mendapat cubaan

selusurilah di setiap rumah pasti ada yang merintih 

dan setiap pipi pasti pernah basah oleh air mata

maka anak2 mama..

bukan satu-satunya insan yang menerima dugaan

percayalah..

ALLAH tidak pernah mahu menyulitkan hambaNYA

Namun harus diinsafi bahawa DIA tidak memberikan apa yang kita mahu 

tapi memberikan apa yang kita perlu

Terimalah segala ketentuan dengan lapang dada

tanpa dendam 

tanpa prasangka

dropping snow..

titipan seorang teman buatku...

liku-liku hidup ini tidak cukup indah tanpa melalui sedikit pengalaman getir 

kerana ia adalah guru terbaik yang mengajar kita nikmat kehidupan. 

Elakkan luka semalam kekal memenjara hati 

kerana ini bermakna kita menjadikan ia pemusnah kebahagiaan 

sedangkan ALLAH itu amat luas rahmatNYA

safar to kuantan..

alhamdulilah..dengan izinNya juga..aku with kids selamat tiba di kuantan...

my kids dah tak sabar nak ke beach..memang itulah favorite diaorang..so kami ke PTC petang tu juga..

walaupun kepenatan..namun buat anak2 yang tercinta aku gagahkan juga diri ini ke sana..

melihat anak2 ku riang dan ceria adalah moment yang paling indah...

maafkan mama sayang ..kiranya kebahagiaan yang kita kecapi selama ini direntap kerana kesilapan dan kekhilafan diri mama...

doa mama buat kalian..

moga ujian yang berlaku ini memberi kekuatan untuk kalian menjadi insan yang hebat di masa depan..insyaAllah

Allah Knows ..beautiful and inspiring

when you feel all alone in this world

and there is nobody to count your tears

just remember no matter where you are..Allah knows

when you carrying a monster load

and you wonder how far you can go

with every step on that road that you take..Allah knows

no matter what inside or out

there is one thing which there is no doubt

Allah knows..

and whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
every star in the whole universe
Allah knows

when you find that some one special

feel your whole life has barely begun

you can walk on the moon shout it to everyone

when you gaze with love in your eyes

catch a glimpse of paradise

and you see your child take the first breath of life

Allah knows

when you lose some one close to your heart

see your whole world fall apart

and you try to go but it seems so hard

Allah knows..

you see we all have a path to choose

through the valleys and hills we go

with the ups and the downs never fret never frown

every grain of sand

in every desert land..He knows

every shade of palm

every closed hands..He knows

every sparkling tears

on every eyelash..He knows

every thought I have

and every word I sha

He knows

101010- to my beloved kids

lonely heart ...by kamilia

lonely...
no bright..no light..no stars

even though there was a star

it won't bright a light

no happiness

no smily faces

but just tears in our eyes

i keep on saying

mama.. i miss him

mama...i miss his warm smile

mama..you always said

turn to Him

and He never far away

and He never let you down

but mama..when it will be fully bright day

oh dear Greatest

show him the way

don't let our hope fly away

days go on

day and night

does he will see the bright

does he will see the light

tell him the right

show him the light

don't let the days move on

show him before it becomes dawn

special thanks to my beloved friend

SABAR kak..
Hanya Allah yang sebenar-benar PENILAI...

Meskipun ia tersimpan di sudut hati ALLAH tetap tahu kebenaran itu...
Jikapun semua insan mencemuh, kasih Allah pasti mengiringi, bahkan itulah yang lebih penting..

KEBENARAN pasti akan TERSERLAH, jika tidak di alam fana, pasti terbentang jelas di alam yang abadi...(moga Allah memberi hidayah dan keampunan sebelum masanya)

KESABARAN adalah kunci kemenangan...
ALLAH tidak mungkin melupakan hambanya yang sentiasa memohon dan berserah diri kepadaNya...