Ramadhan Al Mubarak

May the Blessings and Mercy of Allah rain down upon you and your families. May your prayers be answered and your fasts be accepted. May your sins be washed away. And may you grow in closeness to Him.

target diriku sebagai abid : akan kuperbaiki ucapanku,amalanku dan tekad dlm sanubariku sempena latihan intensif lagi komprehensif sebulan ramadhan tahun ini,luluskanlah daku dlm ujian dan tamrin kali ini,moga aku benar2 beroleh mumtaz dlm natijah kali ini!

moment in summer..

Leiden Centraal to Den Haag Centraal stop by Den Haag Shedelijiik..
then up to Amsterdam Central via Schipol Airport..
next to Rotterdam Centraal..wrong train to Harlem..
created beautiful moment in a windy summer in windmill land
all are alone..
but i always know 
He forever with me

i wish in Amsterdam centraal

Oh how I wish to live like a human being who carries his heart in his hand
All those feeling cold would find warmth in the palms of his hands

When he laughs all of God’s creation laughs
When he’s happy he makes everyone else happy

A human being inside you and me
A human being who has a dream and an aim

He’s always giving away everything he has
And he doesn’t even own his own spirit

Inside his heart and in the depths of his eyes
He carries hope, sunrise and life

A human being who loves and never hates
A human being who has hope for a better tomorrow

He appears in the midst of hardship and reassures others
Never has he betrayed nor will he ever accuse anyone of treason

in heart of leiden

cloudy..windy..chilly..and pretty cold...but the the views is so amazing and wonderful with canals and windmills..its so lovely...Subhanallah.....
their people always stressed ..yeah my darling..it should be summer and hot but is not here..
aku stay kat Pension Withe Single..not far from Leiden Univ..just five minutes walk..

while in Lampeter..for a few days..was very hard to me..reminds me a few years back..running..laughing..packing lunch..apple picking..i cant stand on it any more..everything was gone..only moving in my head..my tears running down..no body will wipe it..let it be..gone is gone..as my kids always say..mama..you are strong..you will get through difficult time with smiley face..and Allah always be with you..

lonely in my little room..i really missing my beloved kids..shahmie, ayman and kamilia..and all family members..indeed..they all my strenght

silent love

Let 'love in silence' deeply in your heart becomes its own memory, 
let it be a secret between you and  the owner of your heart
because you would have saved the strength of hope,
hope that is reflected in the Allah of life,
to be only hope that Allah will make in real,
you need His love more than the love you in man

dont go blue..

I love this quote

Be a person full of love and life,

stay simple and be happy...

When things go wrong don't go blue,

Just pray and say I will get through,

Always remember Allah Loves You

if i knew..

this days when I reach your Love deeply in my heart ..
then I know there are a million beautiful of me that i never knew..
if i knew my self all those days ..I shall not stray from your path
and now ..I give the bow just for you My Merciful and Most Gracious
because i know you always by my side forever
because i know without mistakes than can be no learning

My Mom is amazing

very beautiful song..and its touched my heart..make me cry till the ends..so sad
i miss my mom a lot

He is there..

"Do as the slow time of God's gift of earnest prayer, cause enough is too easy to break with God. Indeed, His promise to listen to your prayer is certain, if not certainly the next world there .. But know on what is chosen by God for you, not all depends on what you choose for yourself .. "

2nd chance from Allah..

When two eyes open at dawn in fajr al- sadiq ..

   ..it paint in a yellow stripes on the chest ground,..

             ...then ..it bear witness to rejoice life 

with the word "Alhamdulillah allazi ahyana ..."...  

       Due to the truth that in the time of your eyes open..

 there is among other people...

      who continue to 'closed' eyes.. !
thankful that Allah swt ..is still giving you the chance ..  

             ..so live your life with goodness and piety to Him ..  

           be grateful and be thankful for time He provided for you to live in the world ..!

life is test

Life is test, Islam is best, prayer is must, akhirat is for rest, world is only dust, if Quran is in chest,nothing need next, obey ALLAH first.. 1st success will b next..

Verily, Allah does not look towards your bodies nor towards your appearances. 

But, he looks towards your hearts.

(Imam Muslim r.a)

Happy birthday to my lovely daughter