di pinggiran rindu...

Alhamdulillah...
selaut syukur padaMu Illahi atas kurniaanMu..
aku tahu sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar 
setiap bicaraku..
setiap madah rinduku..
dan..
semalam..
sebelum berakhirnya lembaran lama..
Engkau hadiahkan aku dengan kunjungan'tetamu' yang amat kurindu..
di waktu itu..hanya berbicara dan mendengar suara kasihnya di hujung talian
namun..
semalam..
sebelum berakhirnya lembaran lama..
..terima kasih Illahi atas kesempatan itu..
....terima kasih 'emak T' kerana sudi menziarahi ku..
..terima kasih 'emak T' kerana masih menyayangiku ..
doaku moga ukhuwah dan kasihku padamu tiada akhir
doaku moga kasih dan rindumu jua tiada penghujung
buatku dan permata hatiku..
sesungguhnya 
kasihku padamu.. 
jua kasihku pada bonda dan ayahandaku ..
terlalu agung!

2012..have the best ever insyaAllah

..how to comfort myself....


Imagine all the mercy God has given you in your life.

All the times He has saved you from yourself. 


All the times we insist on degrading ourselves, yet He honors


 us instead.

We insist on poisoning our hearts, but He takes away the


 poison and replaces it with medicine.

Now imagine this. All of that mercy He has shown you, and all


 of the mercy spread throught the whole world for all time, is


 only 1 part of 100.


 And the rest is saved for the Day of Judgement. Intense. 


Allahu Akbar

اجمل دعاء في العالم

اجمل دعاء في العالم

| "Verily, you are an angel" | إنتِ ملاك

Detik Terakhir Wardina Safiyyah @ Malaysia Hari Ini 2011

R. Black - It's Jumuah "Friday" (Raef Cover)

message to my love..

very beautiful message to my dearest kids..mama have read this morning this lovely message from Yasmin and i find it such an ispiration to you..

 

"We must study the stars, the trees, the snow-capped mountains in order to read the message behind them. Because if we do not, we are like the one who finds a message inside a beautifully decorated bottle, yet becomes so enamored by the bottle, that he never even opens the message.

But what is that message, stuck inside the intensity of stars? There is a sign— but a sign of what? These signs are... a pointer to Him, to His greatness, His majesty, His beauty. A pointer to His might and His power. Study, reflect, absorb the beauty and majesty of what’s created—but don’t stop there. Don’t lose yourself in beauty. Look beyond it and consider that if the creation is that majestic, that great, that beautiful, how majestic and great and beautiful must be the Creator."

“Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are signs for those of understanding.”

“(Those) who remember Allah while standing or sitting or [lying] on their sides and give thought to the creation of the heavens and the earth, [saying], “Our Lord, You have not created all of this without a purpose. Exalted is You [above such a thing]; then protect us from the punishment of the Fire.” (3:190-191)

thanks so much

no card to give..no sweet flowers to send ..no graphic design to forward just a loving heart saying 

"may Allah swt bless you and kids"..

thanks so much my dearest friend for sending this lovely blossoms flowers to me..so beautiful...

thinking..

,,

Today I was thinking about all the mistakes I have made in 

my life,

 then I saw this:

 "I make my hope in you, my Lord, a stairway. 

My sins intimidate me with their greatness.

 But, when I compare them with your mercy, your mercy is

 greater!" by Imam al-Shaf'i

KITA BANYAK FIKIR DUNIA- DATO DR HARUN DIN

menghitung diri..

mengapa perlu menyalahkan mereka
mengapa perlu menyisihkan mereka
mengapa perlu mengherdik mereka
mengapa perlu melukakan mereka
...hanya kerana mereka belum dewasa..


.......lantas tiada ruang untuk melihat diri kita??
kesilapan dan kekhilafan diri kita??


.....sabda baginda 'generasimu dibentuk oleh warismu....


berilah ruang buat mereka
hulurkan kasih sayang kita buat mereka
ikhlaskan setulus hati kita buat mereka
selamilah hati dan jiwa mereka
kerana di akhirnya nanti ..padaNya jua pelindung mereka

rinduku indah..

KERINDUANKU
Karya: Rosnani Ahmad

Aku sering merindui
desaku yang damaimenatap deru sungai
tempat aku bersantai
mandi bersama rakan
berkelah nasi cabai
dan ulam petai.

Aku sering merindui
zaman manis dahulu
bermain lumpur
bermandi hujan
membina benteng tanah
membentuk kolam ikan
mengepung anak haruan.

Aku sering merindui
kemesraan rakan
tiada batasan
ramah mesra saudara –mara
manis wajah jiran tetangga
bertegur sapa.

Segala yang dirindui
tak mungkin kembali
mereka yang disayangi
telah lama pergi
rumah pusaka diselimuti sepi
masa lalu dan masa kini
terpisah oleh keakuan diri.

Tanggal:19.12.2011

 —

Oley!!

24 Jam Dosa di Facebook

moments in cambodia..

Broken Angel

lovely song indeed

Great birthday to my little one 121211

he asked me..mama have you forgotten my birthday?i said why should I my dear??

I cant believe that my little one is ten today..

what a lovely to celebrate my wonderful boy

I love you more then you will ever know, my little baby , 

more then you will ever ever know. 

                                                     Happy happy birthday my love!!!!
                                                            may Allah bless  you all

Mad World - Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head
I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me, what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world, enlarging your world
Mad world

a moment in cambodia

monument di belakang dipenuhi dgn skull mangsa kekejaman Polpot..very cruel

my letter..

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan, kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan, ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan, setelah kabus berlalu, .......PASTI CERAH KEMBALI!

Dear..

It is hard to say the things I want to say sometimes ..and i was staring on my laptop and wondering what would I express how i feel all this while ..and finally i will find that this letter is a patch of what i feel on those moments..

It is really painful to let it goes...Well, that only applies to things I am really passionate about and have loved and cared for a long time. I sure won't have problem saying goodbye to anything that caused inconvenience to me, would I? I'm about to embark on a departure from something very dear to my heart. It hurts me like mad when I made the decision but it's for the greater good. I don't know what lies ahead, but the moment the decision was done, I felt great but sad too…

Sometimes, it comes a point in our lives when we have to think what we are doing and where we are heading. When happiness fades, we need to look for new beginnings. When love dies, we need to step away and carve out the dead feelings…

I know it is difficult to let this loves depart from my deepest heart... We have been through so much together that it hurts just recalling a tiny fraction of the time we spent as a couple. We have had our fair share of love and happiness. Let that be the memories that will stay with us as we go our separate ways. Continuing on will only leave us with more bitter recollections that will overwhelm the happier shades that we once shared. That's simply because true happy moments will never be possible from now on when the magical feeling has long gone. Perhaps you will find that I'm trying to justify my decision to move on. Maybe I'm and for that I'm truly sorry.

But I strongly believe that I deserve someone appreciate who I am. Someone who can love and cherish me the way a lover should rather than depending on crumbs from a dying feeling which is better left buried. If I can't feel it in my heart, neither can I give you what you rightly deserve. That being the case, let us go and seek our own rainbows, which I'm sure will appear when the time is right.

To be candid for myself ..I really hope your happy with your life ..I hope you see what you have done..I hope you see that this is all wrong.. should you realize that you and I are not perfect..indeed  nobody is perfect but I know every one of us want to be perfect so let us learn from our weakness instead of being hurting of each other feeling..you will never see that  my smile was rehearsed..I hope I get to tell you this: 'I wish I never knew you because of you....I wish I didnt exist..

Ben Bradshaw

Belacan & Paku

friendship never ends

Dr Reda Bedeir

sering lupa..

Kematian adalah kepastian yang tidak boleh diubah.. 

Di tangan manusia ikhtiar untuk menentukan bentuknya. 

Bakti dan jasa adalah sedekah jariah selain infaq harta dan doa anak soleh. 

Hari-hari yang berlalu menghampirkan diriku kepada kematian, moga Allah kurniakan semangat untuk terus menabur jasa dan bakti...moga ada ihsan dariNya buat diriku yang sering lupa..

doaku

اللَهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ نَـفْسـاً بِكَ مُطْمَئِنَّـةً ، تُؤْمِنُ بِلِقَائِكَ، وَتَرْضَى بِقَضَـائِكَ ، وَ تَقْنَعُ بِعَطَائِكَ*

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon kepada-Mu jiwa yang tenang, beriman bertemu dengan-Mu, ridha terhadap segala ketentuan-Mu dan menerima sepenuhnya pemberian-Mu.

SEPI

terima kasih sahabat atas kiriman istimewa darimu buatku

terima kasih juga kerana mengingati diriku

tiap bingkisan karyamu sering manjadi temanku

pada Illahi kupanjatkan kesyukuran atas persahabatan kita...

 

 
Dunia kembali sepi
bila tiada lagi
terlukis gambaran rindu
bait-bait syahdu
dari jeritan kalbu.

Jiwa kembali kosong
tasik hati berkocak
digoncang badai kehidupan
terpamer gelora di wajah
kusam dan muram.

Warna alam kian kelam
cahaya rambulan dilindung awan
hari muka berdepan kegelapan
dedaun harapan jatuh berguguran
diri dibuai mimpi tak kesudahan 

                                                                                    by Rosnani Ahmad

Teresa Teng - The Moon Represents My Heart

i love you.. mom

His perfect ways..

Sometimes when you pray for something

 ALLAH answers in a way that is beyond your understanding

you have no idea why you are going through this 

but it turns out to be exactly what you asked for 

only it makes you stronger and wiser...

It is in His perfect timing and His perfect way always

may Allah swt bless us

always in my heart..

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
... My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
“your mother, your mother, your mother”
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

temporal happiness..

Hidupkanlah dunia yang sementara ini untuk menjana manfaat di akhirat yang kekal selama-lamanya...

"Dan peliharalah dirimu dari (adzab yang terjadi pada) hari yang pada waktu itu kamu semua dikembalikan kepada Allah. Kemudian masing-masing diri diberi balasan yang sempurna terhadap apa yang telah dikerjakannya, sedang mereka sedikit pun tidak dianiaya (dirugikan)."[Al-Baqarah ayat 281]

Merah cinta kita

Karya: Rosnani Ahmad

Merah cintamu
tiba-tiba menjadi ungu
... direnggut deru
desau ombak Tanjung Rhu

Merah cintaku
kini terdampar lesu
meniti waktu
di kepulauan rindu.

Tanggal: 01.12.2011