my heart of love on 121212

My heart of love on your birthday

~ Ammar Ayman ~

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.. ever since you were born, 

I worried and wondered about whether or not 

I was being the best parent I could be. 

Did I make you feel important? 

Did we find enough time for the little things that live on in happy memories-

like laughter and hugs and “just –between- us” moment? 

And even we disagreed-did u always know I loved you? 

If I didn’t always find to say it, I hope I always showed it..

I’m proud you are my son..

The first time i laid my eyes on you, 

my eyes were filled with tears..

what i saw in you was hope and your specialty that could change everything..

as you grew older, 

you made me laugh when i was distressed ,

when i was falling down ,

you brought me up again with your words.. 

ayman , realize that you are my angel of guidance