..tonight

How i feel tonight...
 ..be longing n upset..
Indeed..
They are just a map of of my life maybe even a few detours down some old dirt roads some filled with a lot of portholes maybe a few wrong turns only show's you've lived and some of them are a blessing...
Yet,
I was having coffee with a friend the other day analysing my current "situation".  She said you just go and give it another go.  After so many "go's" not sure my heart can take one more break.....
Been broken and tryed still cant find the beautiful designs just yet and sometime I loose myself and just write  from my heart...