sometimes

I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way. Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day. When I have the chance to sit and think. I stare ahead and never stop to blink. I don't know how I've made it this long. I don't know how I've stayed so strong. I guess I’ m waiting for the day..when all of my pain will go away.

There is no such thing as love at first sight, looks will fade along with energy, but the heart remains the same. Love can only ever come after tests and hardships, most of us are still yet to witness true love (that includes me), and many of us won’t witness it ever. Love does not mean living with someone and having kids, responsibilities and duties.It doesn't mean jealousy, control or possessiveness. It doesn't mean cuddles or endless gifts and flowers. No, love means...admiration of one's soul and strength, pride and honor in who you are yourself, it means complete and doubtless trust and it only ever becomes real, when you marry and love for the sake of Allah(SWT).