my diary..let it go

 Manusia akan MENGHARGAI sesuatu apabila dia telah KEHILANGAN sesuatu..

bagi diriku, biarkan cinta itu pergi..

CINTA SEJATI pasti akan kembali..

kerana Allah telah menjanjikan jodoh hati bagi setiap hambaNya..

Dua of Dr. Amr Khaled..
I am the child whom you raised, so all praise be to you… I am the weak whom you strengthened, so all praise be to you… I am the poor whom you made wealthy, so all praise be to you… I am the ignorant whom you taught, so all praise be to you… I am the sick whom you healed, so all praise be to you… I am the sinner whom you did not expose, so all praise be to you… I'm the oblivious whom you alerted, so all praise be to you… And all praise be to you, our Lord, for reminding and allowing us to thank you…"

my diary..dont let the fear

‎"Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. 

The time will pass anyway; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

 ~Earl Nightingale

That's The Way It Is

love her..

"Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea.... She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.
Love her…when she "pushes" you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).
Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not "make" them on her own....
Love her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you
Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.
Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.
Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.
Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.
Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.
Love her…when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.
Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.
Love her…when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it's what you've always wanted.
Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change. Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay
Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)
Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass
Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new anyway
Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.
Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both
Love her…she is yours. You don't need any other special reason!!!!
All this forms part of a Woman's Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.
The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) advised concerning the woman:

• Treat the women well.
• The best of you are those who are the best in the treatment of their wives."

 

By: Stunning Hijabs

my diary..be firm

…sometimes, when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore, but rather because you realize they don’t.

…something very simple, but yet so profound: Whosoever does good must know that it is from Allah (Azza-wa-jall) and it is only He who allowed him to do so; and whosoever is protected from evil, must know that it is Allah who protected him and there is no one else who can do so.

…at all times, be firm in your heart. Ibn Ata’illah stated:
“Relieve yourself of worry after you have planned; do not concern yourself with what Allah has undertaken on your behalf.”

hirisan kata..

my dearest friend passed on this poem to me..really touched ..

Tajamnya kata-kata

ibarat sebilah pisau
menghiris luka
tersayat pedih
menitik air mata
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jatuh jadi kerikil
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I need Your help..

will never say..

      sometimes
  the person who tries to keep everyone happy
is always the most lonely person
    so, never leave them alone
because they will never say that they need you 

kematian itu pasti..

Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Dan sesungguhnya pada hari kiamat sajalah disempurnakan pahalamu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam surga, maka sungguh ia telah beruntung. Kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdayakan."[Ali Imran ayat 185]

indeed...

sitting alone on the white floor..

facing You..my Lord..

my tears running felt never stop..

asking forgiveness and all mistakes against me..

with a sincere heart inside me..

My Most Merciful..

Leburkanlah dosa-dosaku dgn titisan air mata taubatku

Hembuskan segala kesilapan mereka terhadapku dgn keikhlasan angin kemaafan.. 

Siramilah benih2 semangat dalam jiwaku dengan air kesungguhan & bergantung harap hanya kpdMu.. 

Sapulah air mata kesedihan & kekecewaanku dgn hamparan keredhaan & pasrah kpdMu.. 

Sematkanlah kedalam hatiku dgn mutiara keyakinan hanya kpdMu

Serahkanlah diriku sepenuhnya kpd Pemilik jiwaku yg sebenar iaitu Engkau Ya Allah~

free to choose..

We are all free to choose, 
but we are not free from the consequences of our choices.

I'll be there for you

my diary..i'm a lady

Sue Katona said:
Yes, I'm a female. I push doors that clearly say PULL. I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing. I walk into a room and forget why I was there. I count on my fingers. I hide the pain from my loved ones. I say it is a long story, when it really is not, just to get out of having to tell it. I cry a lot more than you think I do. I care about people who don't care about me. I am strong because I have to be, not because I want to be. I listen to you, even when you don't listen to me. And a hug will always help. Yes, I'm a girl!!!!


indeed...
     i'm proud of my heart
             it's been played
                 stabbed
                        cheated
                  burned and broken
        but somehow
                         still works


never be ashamed of the scars that life has left you with
       a scar means the hurt is over
            ...the wounded is closed
                              ..and you survived
..scars remind us where we been
                 doesnt have to dictate where we are going 

Where Do We begin?

He knows..

Pesanan Ustaz Zahazan..."Jika engkau mampu utk tidak dikenali maka laksanakanlah Kerana tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau tidak dikenali Tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau tidak disanjung dn tidaklah rugi sekiranya engkau menjdi orang yg tercela disisi manusia asalkn engkau mampu menjdi orang yg terpuji disisi Allah"

my diary..forgive me my Lord

My diary..I'm So Sorry

If my time would end today would I be ready to go?
And leave all the things I've worked so hard for
And all my friends and everyone I've known?
Never did I ever stop for a moment to think
Of what's staring at me
I've been breaking all the mirrors of reality
I'm so sorry, if only I had just one last chance
I'm so sorry, but now it's too late to change the past,

Oh..I lived my life in the fast lane, I only lived for today
And never, never really thought about anyone else
It was all about me, myself and I
Never did I ever stop for a moment to think
Of what's staring at me
I've been breaking all the mirrors of reality, oh
And now, now that it's over
I wonder if anyone will remember me
If I had the chance to turn back the hands of time
There are so many things that I would change
I'd live my life, every single breath... for You
I'm so sorry, so sorry
Please forgive me