I Believe

indeed

i love the view

i love the song

i always no doubt

i always do believe

You are close to me

You are forever with me

When you’re searching for the light
And you see no hope in sight
Be sure and have no doubt
He’s always close to you

He’s the one who knows you best
He knows what’s in your heart
You’ll find your peace at last
If you just have faith in Him

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
My biggest wish is to see you one day

I believe
I believe
Do you believe, oh do you believe?

Coz I believe
In a man who used to be
So full of love and harmony
He fought for peace and liberty
And never would he hurt anything
He was a mercy for mankind
A teacher till the end of time
No creature could be compared to him
So full of light and blessings

You’re always in our hearts and minds
Your name is mentioned every day
I’ll follow you no matter what
If God wills we’ll meet one day

If you lose your way
Believe in a better day
Trials will come
But surely they will fade away
If you just believe
What is plain to see
Just open your heart
And let His love flow through

I believe I believe, I believe I believe
And now I feel my heart is at peace

Membisu itu Lebih Indah..

             it is touching my heart

                   i love this so much when i read ..

                     indeed ..only He knows what i've been through..

by 

Sakinah Saptu 

on Tuesday, May 31, 2011 at 11:10am

thanks to you my dear..

Bila airmata kita mengalir dek banyaknya desakan dan asakan

kita hanya membiarkan ia mengalir deras

tiada daya untuk menyapu air mata itu dengan jari jemari kita

apatah lagi menahan ia dari mengalir di pipi kita

sempit dada kita menahan sedu dan sedan

pada waktu itu kita memang mengharapkan

ada insan yang datang kepada kita

walau tanpa apa jua bicara

cukuplah sekadar berada di sisi kita

memberikan kekuatan dan sokongan

tapi selalunya kita hanya SENDIRIAN dalam keadaan itu.

Sunyi dan sepi mampu membunuh kita

kespian mengheret kita ke dunia kita sendiri

kesunyian menjadikan kita tidak terarah

kita hilang kawalan dan kita hilang jua penumpuan

kerana SUNYI.

Insan-insan yang tidak memahami akan memadangkan kita dengan jengkel

melihat kita sebagai manusia cengeng yang tiada tujuan

pedulikan anggapan itu

pedulikan apa jua pandangan mereka

kerana mereka hanya mampu berkata belakang kita

tanpa seorang pun yang sudi duduk bersama kita

untuk berkongsi air mata.

Apa yang kita rasakan sudah cukup berat

terbuku di kalbu

kita hanya mampu membisu

bagi kita itu lebih indah

dari berbicara dengan insah yang tidak endah

dari meluah rasa pada insan yang tidak kisah.

Apa yang kita rasai

Apa yang kita alami

tiada seindah kata untuk digambarkan

tiada secantik bahasa untuk diluahkan

ia hanya bermain di jiwa kita

Akhirnya, kita hanya mampu sujud dengan airmata

lalu memohon:

"Ya hayyu Ya Qayyum Birahmatika Astaghith..."

Dari Anas r.a dia berkata bahawa Nabi s.a.w apabila mengalami suatu kesulitan, baginda mengucapkan doa berikut:

يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّومُ بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيثُ

Maksudnya: “Wahai yang maha hidup, Wahai yang maha berdiri, aku memohon pertolongan dengan rahmat-Mu” (H.R al-Tirmizi dalam kitab sunannya. Dihukum Hasan di dalam kitab Sahih al-Tirmizi, No.3524)

happy father's day

In the name of Allah, most Gracious most Merciful
In the Name of The One Who gives life to the soul and succor to the heart. His knowledge encompasses all things and His wisdom is absolute; He sees and Hears all things- even the prayers of those creatures that cannot speak. It is He Who divides the world into light and darkness; it is He who gives every creature an allotted time on earth, from the birds in the air to the fish in the depths of the ocean. He  has spangled the heavens with stars and filled the earth with people of different races and colors. He has given each man and woman a soul and He has lit each soul with the torch of reason, so that all of His bondsmen may attain salvation.

from deepest in my heart ..

i wish a happy father's day to my beloved one..

my lovely father who i call him 'ayah'..

to the Most Gracious..a very thankful of grant me such great father into my world

to 'ayah'..thank you so much being my dad ..

i want let you know that i'm proud having you in my life

no matters what..or what ever it takes...i will love you till the end of my breath

       I LOVE YOU SO MUCH & I LOVE MUM SO MUCH

layannnnnn..

A restful day..I choose to have.. the stress outside.. 
the peace inside.. the mind now free.. the tears all glee..
I walked along.. the paddy fields this day... 
may Allah swt grant me taqwa and iman..

back to base

ALHAMDULILLAH at last ..

am back to the base after been holiday for several days..

masyaAllah a lot of things have to do ..my lovely car needs some days to fix it ..so i get a cab to univ ..

kids still in my hometown with my parents and others...i know i feel lonely over here but my circumstance doesn't allow me to be with them now..

praying from my deep heart for all you  my love..

i really sorry and do hope you have had a great fun and enjoy your hunting down there ..

its so nice and wonderful

moga anak2ku menghargainya

kembali menyusuri batas bendang dan hutan kecil tempat permainanku suatu waktu dulu..mengenalkan pd anak2 tumbuhan hijau di kebun ayah..dulunya mereka hanya kenal plum,pear,epal,berries dll..menyapa mesra wajah2 yg kini dimamah usia yg kupanggil mak teh..tok long dan pelbagai gelaran..masih kenal lagi mereka pd ku..its been long time mama..tanya anakku why they keep u on their mind? we r happy mama n its so fun indeed..our journey just begin kata my son..