this day..

This is a moment in which I feel very sure of who I am, very accepted, very peaceful, happy with the things i have done in my life...
something i felt on those moments..when every day is like wanting to dial a number and no one answers. getting to a place and think..i'm gonna text him..but there's no one to send the message to..the fact that he's not here psychically..that's what's painful..its something i am working on not day by day or hour by hour but minute by minute ..i am trying to be stronger about this every day..
But ..this day i left everything behind..
me and him and our heart broken..and i lock the door ..you and i have our own journey but strive on our own ways..
pretty sure..our life is change but not memory..never look the past because you not live there anymore..
may Allah swt shower us with his blessing..